The first JumpThe stars were rich in population. I had never seen so many at once. Dots scattered all over that black canvas, god there were so many. They flew by me faster then I could see, faster then any light I have ever seen.This was my first jump. They all say that the first jump was the hardest. I didn't think so, I had been waiting for this my entire life. From the very moment I stepped onto this ship, I did not feel any regrets of the decision I was making. When I reached the space station that orbits high above my world, and to the very moment I floated into the ship that would carry me I knew that this is where I belonged. Here in this space.I suspended myself in front of one of the large windows, looking out into the space outside. Many ships of so many different sizes passed by outside. Fighters, frigates, even a cruiser. They were so beautiful. They were the most wonderful creations ever conceived by man. Their engines were aglow from the great power houses they contained. They moved
Fly, Do flyUnfurl those wings, and dance among high cloudsLeft to feel those far off winds as they blowAnd know that they breath just as you doAs all creatures do.The hardships that we all feel, nestled deep in ourselvesThey come and go, like the tides of the oceans.Those feelings of anxiousness are felt like needlesStabbing subtly, but enough to irritate.Those feelings of rejection, like a hammerDestroying your kneesAnd finally your love, buried under crumbled concrete.Just waiting to be unburied, waiting for the right move.I couldn't tell you what lies, or truths to trust.Lies become the truth should you wish for it.The truth can become lies if you reject it.Take the good and the bad, and then see the middle.Only then can your hidden beauty rise to that skyAnd allowed to be warmed by that heavenly sunTo dance among misty cloudsAnd to disappear to the depressing world in that blue canvas.